Another Flushing

किसी को मेरी याद आये एक अरसा हुआ,
कोई है हैरान, तो कोई तरसा हुआ,
इस तरह है खामोश, ये दिल, ये आँखें मेरी...
जैसे खामोश हो कोई बादल बरसा हुआ |

Fighting a desire every single day... to get to you.
May be you feel it too... may be its as bad for you as it is for me.
May be, you cry too when you're lonely, when you sleep at nights, when you think of times we spent together...

Are you happy?? Or are you sad? I so wanna know... Me? I "was" plain sad, for sometime. But now, I keep switching... Between being sad, and being confused. Question myself again and again. Why Why Why? Why should i be sad? I'm not guilty of anything here... Well..I probably don't have the balls to be really happy right now, cuz of the small reason that it feels like someone has turned half of my world upside down. But c'mon guyzz!! I needn't be sad, right?

Its like in an exam... Flunked cuz you studied for the wrong paper, probably. May be you did study for the right one, but goofed up in those few hrs..when you had to deliver. Either case, you can save some heart and take pride. But just that, this particular event in my life was more like a team effort! Team of two..or may be more. Where your performance alone does not matter... It could be the best game of your life, but when your team/partner/s don't back you up, its game over my friend! Then again... there still is some pride and some dignity to walk off the field with your head held high. I am not ashamed to leave ground like this. But what are you feeling? Are you ashamed of what your act has cost the team? Was there ever a team that existed in your mind...? Or its just that, your mind, doesn't work like mine... Well, whatever it is, the team's out of the game and in my mind twas cuz one member couldn't get their act together in time!

But its alright partner, you couldn't help it. Or so I want to believe... At the same time, I want you to know that I'd still be there to watch your back, if we were ever on the same team one more time.

उड़ान - आज़ादियाँ - अमिताभ भट्टाचार्य

पैरों कि बेड़ियाँ ख्वाबों को बांधे नहीं रे, कभी नहीं रे,
मिटटी कि परतों को, नन्हे से अंकुर भी चीरे, धीरे धेरे,
इरादे हरे हरे जिनके सीनों में घर करे,
वो दिल कि सुने, करे, ना डरे...

सुबह कि किरणों को रोके जो सलाखें है कहाँ,
जो ख्यालों पे पहरे डाले वोह आँखें हैं कहाँ,
पर खुलने कि देरी है, परिंदे उड़के चूमेंगे,
आसमान आसमान आसमान...

आज़ादियाँ आज़ादियाँ,
मांगे ना कभी, मिले मिले मिले,
आज़ादियाँ आज़ादियाँ,
जो छीने वही, जी ले जी ले जी ले...

तू ही बता ज़िन्दगी - अरमान

किसे किसे जवाब दूं,
बुझा बुझा यह दिल है क्यों...
क्या मैं कहूं,
बिखरा है क्यों सपना मेरा...

तू ही बता ज़िन्दगी,
जो भी हुआ क्यों हुआ...
खोई है क्यों हर ख़ुशी,
किस कि लगी बद-दुआ...